my play is now done.
and I am tres sads. I actually enjoyed “acting”. Weird. The other show I’m currently working on is full of too much unnecessarily created drama. Aii.
just had our preview for our show, it was kinda rough and we open tomorrow. much sleep will be happening tonight and hopefully tomorrow shall be good! my mum is coming up to see it, so exciting.
the more I think about it.
the more, yes, I am pissed. My friends keep saying how angry I should be for being so used. But the more I’ve ruminated on the idea today the more I feel about it. why couldn’t you just be the knight in shining armor I needed? Why couldn’t I save you from yourself. why can’t you exist outside my dreams.